Spiraling, spinning, loosing controlHold on Hold tightDon't let goYou're inside outYou're upside downYou're free to be confusedLoosen up just enoughHold tight just enoughTo know when to changeTo see this is not as good as it gets And be free to enjoy that truthI wanted to create a feeling of hurried, yet somewhat dreamlike and fluid and I though doing freelensing would help accomplish that feeling.This shot was done using my 50mm Nikon lens, My Nikon D800, My Monfrotto tripod and natural light coming through a window.I am standing against the wall on the landing of our upstairs staircase.I had my camera on my staircase and to achieve the freelensing I actually used duct tape wrapped around the outer edge of my lens (almost like a noose) to hold it in place. (unless you are extremely confident in placement and security of your equipment I would not recommend this strategy! :D) I have a Nikon, which means I have prop the aperture open, I personally use a portion of a Capri sun straw, cut short enough so it doesn't get in the way or the shutter and then cut lengthwise, so it can slide securely over the aperture catch. I shot these first to get the freelensed images I wanted then in camera I combined the two that I liked.
I am I longboarding, book loving, word obsessed, detail chaser. I am fueled by coffee, red bull and good hearty belly laughs. On any given day, I look like I was thrown from my closet, in whatever fits. My hair and makeup are an unprepared disaster, forged by that day's urgency. We are often barefoot and dirt covered and the neighbors know me best for misplacing one child as I frantically chase down the other four. I learned to shoot film when I was eighteen and I fell in love with my first SLR, I love to shoot the details and I live for moody and dramatic light. As I continue to learn, my children find new ways to avoid posing, pushing me to learn, and to love self portraiture. Though life with little ones is exhausting and overwhelming, I wouldn�t trade it if I could. I love these moments, they are hard, they are heartbreaking, they are story-worthy, they are my everything.